✗ Thirteen

  Axel had mysteriously disappeared since when they talked. Raven did not know if he was avoiding her or if he had actually dropped out. Anyway, what good would see it if everything had been cleared up? All that remained now was to just forget it all happened one day and back to living as before. But how? He had left the book with her and that would make the memories come back often. Anyway, she could not just burn the book, after all what did not belong to her. Would hide it, but sooner or later find him again. 

   She crawled up the stairs to reach the door of the apartment. Definitely, Raven wanted everyone disappeared until she was finally back to normal and all these truths, all people and that Axel disappeared from her head as soon as possible. 

   However, upon opening the door the apartment, she realized that all still there, especially Kira, who was sitting on the couch changing the TV channel impetuously. 

- What happened? 

- Why are you asking? 

- Because you look like you're about to cry. Someone you did something? 

- I'm fine. - Raven replied, after a long sigh. 

- I know. This time I'm going to pretend that I think just because I'm busy with television. 

   She went toward the bedroom and closed the door. To make sure he would be at peace, the girl went to her bed, where he put his head in his hands and began to cry. Raven did not know the reason why she was crying actually, but the tears just escaped. Maybe it was some remnant of the ability to be able to share feelings with Axel, but she was not sure. The Raven really knew was that some of those tears for her decision she had taken without being absolutely sure they wanted it or not. 

- Raven? What happened? 

   Kira promised herself she would start to give more space to her friend, but when he heard her cry, it was impossible to keep the promise. She promised to Daewron lady who would take care of Raven until she herself could do that. 

- I'm fine, leave me alone. 

- I can not do this. We are best friends, remember? We have to help each other. 

- Please, Kira, you can not help me. No one can help me now. 

   She rose from the bed and was wobbly and decided resolutely to the door. Kira could not prevent. 

- Raven, where are you going? 

- I do not know, but I have to leave. 

   Better to let her go, Kira thought, she has to learn to take care of problems on their own. 

   Raven was with her ​​face wet with tears and there was no one who did not stop to look. She did not care at all Axel was right: some people were simply curious and had no intention of helping. It had been a while she had not seen the city, but even that was able to make her stop thinking about her decision, in all that had happened and how Axel might be now. It may be that he is suffering, as she can be and he has resumed his life. After all, he said that the blood of Leah survived all this time, so it could very well remain that way. Furthermore, it could also find another Bloodluster foolish he had denied the Master, just like her. 

   The girl was near a dam when the sound of a guitar caught his attention. Looking around, she realized it was a guy with curly hair who was playing and she decided to approach, hoping that the sound would scare away all those ideas in her head, even if only for a second. Raven sat within a reasonable distance, but he could still hear the music clearly. For a moment, she began to feel at peace while the melody and played it through the crystal clear water of the dam stirring with the soft wind that passed by. My mind is like this water, she thought, a simple breeze can transform everything. 

Axel ... Can you hear me? 

   Every effort she made was completely useless. Raven still could not believe she had lost communication with him, but the fact was true. Once she had denied, could not undo what he had done. According to Axel, it could even, but what if it was late? 

   She found herself repeating the words of Axel in her mind. That would be guilt or the fact that it was the honest truth?