You can not just overwhelm the feelings we have a dream. They can be something that our mind creates, but may not be exactly something imaginary.
Axel Slade knew exactly that. He always dreamed, but they were not really dreams; were the memories that haunted him daily without rest. Actually, it does not even matter so much. He once preferred loneliness than people who did not know the value of friendship and love said. Axel sometimes felt lonely, but that did not last long every time he thought about the past and the friends he had lost. In fact he tried to dodge any attempt of friendship, in order not to lose anyone else. Expectations disappeared and he became a loner.
Still, it was an intern at a technology college a year ago and took care of the maintenance of computers and all electronic equipment existing at that place. Axel was admired for his talent and agility to take care of things, but he seemed not to care about the gifts he had. The only thing that made him quiet and satisfeiro was able to walk freely around the grounds and discover the most diverse places, in particular all the wings of the library and books that were on the second floor. Gradually, he ended up becoming also an intern at the library when I had free time and this resulted in his being forced to have contact with students, the vast majority were girls, who attracted by the beautiful physical form of it, frequented the place just to see it. He was two years older than them, but that was not an excuse for him to reject. If they were all just like that girl I would be at peace. Axel thought, watching people who roamed the aisles and casting furtive glances in his direction. There was only one girl who does not even care about his existence and spoke strictly necessary and would not even look him in the eye.
He sighed. There was absolutely nothing to do there and he also had no desire to read any books there.
- Give me just one reason why you ignore me!
Axel did not bother to look back. It was not worth arguing with someone who could never understand his situation and thought that only in appearances. He was sure of it inside and it made him confident enough to be able to dispose of any relationship that is not convenient way for him. And lately, no relationship has been convenient in his life.
- I do not need someone who has no ethical enough to know that one should not shout in a library.
He managed to get rid of it quickly and retook the way out. If not for the need to work, he would not keep that place any longer.
- We need you in the lab, Slade.
- My hours have ended.
The director did not like his answer.
- While you are within this college, you will accomplish any task whatsoever.
Axel went in and bumped sharply director.
- What's wrong with this kid?
- Each person behaves in a way, sir, we can not blame him for anything. Maybe he was not kinder if you stopped calling him by his last name?
The director looked at the library and with a scowl and went back to his room. The librarian looked at his departure and saw Axel working to fix a microscope. He is a good guy, she thought to herself.
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