Tenseiga aroused then smiling at Sesshoumaru, which as expected, did not smile back at her. To say goodbye to Kitsukami, they walked back to the castle in silence youkai. The girl was happy and beaming beside him, but the boy was cold, distant and dreary.
Surely something was wrong, but she could not tell what. Maybe it was fatigue, she told herself, but she knew Sesshoumaru never tired and always tried his best to fulfill the tasks required. He was visibly hurt by something, that the girl knew well. When they stopped to rest, Tenseiga realized that he was far from his thoughts when reality always wanted to try a conversation with him. Sesshoumaru was late in turning to face her when I heard the girl call him, was in deep reverie in which he did not want to discard.
- Lord Sesshoumaru, something went wrong? A few days ago I realize that you are very cool and thoughtful, there was something wrong with the potion?
- Do not wanna talk about it, Tenseiga. - There was a long pause in his speech that left the girl longing to hear his voice - There is still a long road ahead, try to rest.
- Yes, sir.
The girl felt uncomfortable silence between them. This would never have been a problem for her, but now that lack of conversation weighed it in all aspects, both emotional as physical or mental. I wanted to approach, stand beside him and feel his strong arms to wrap you gently, but knew I could not do it and I knew he would never do that to her again.
For a moment, she felt jealous of Kiara: Sesshoumaru had everything that was especially for her, love, loyalty, submissiveness and loyalty it had an eternal mistress and no other girl could not get hold of him and of his sentimental belongings. That bothered her, because the old and true feeling that dwelt within the young Tenseiga was stuck somehow because of Kiara. Aware of what was done, she defied Sesshoumaru first:
- It can not be above all forever! There are girls better than her in the world; girls who loves you and who long for your embrace, your words of love and care about you just Kiara! All have to be exactly like her, everything has to be just the way she liked. Kiara here, there Kiara, Kiara, Kiara, Kiara! Understand that life goes on and that she no longer will return to this world!
Sesshoumaru broke the line to face Tenseiga his thoughts, not regretted what he had said. He, in turn, looked deep into her eyes and replied without feeling:
- If you really love someone, that love must respect every word of the beloved, should be understandable to every action and every thought, loving that person until death and beyond.
Tenseiga disconcerted, but soon recovered. For more desire he had to respond to his argument, dump what really felt, did not. He was silent and nodded agreement demonstrating to his words. She went to the other side of the forest and sat atop a eucalyptus, enjoying the view and trying to put ideas in order.
- What am I doing in this world? What is my usefulness here? So many swords that Sesshoumaru has, why me? And furthermore, why I had to fall for a man who never understand me? Why?
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