They say love in full ... Is it true? This same feeling that makes humans be happy and believe have a reason to live and keep fighting day after day, can also disappoint painfully. Can lie, deceive and blind. May generate hatred, conflict and death. Yet love can be considered something immaculate? This can be considered a good feeling? People can change because of it, but either way, love brings more woes than hate itself. Combine the love with innocence and this can be a fatal mix for a young person who is still learning what love is. Also, add a bit of luck and fate itself and that you will have something that can ruin someone's life for life. Create wounds that leave deep scars and always weigh in the depths of your soul.
I saw this as ships apart from feeling someone's heart. And when a heart tries to fix himself, he can fix wrong and no one is able to remake it as before.
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The pain was hammering in the girl's heart with the black dress on the edge of the grave. The grass was still wet and snow was melting. Spring had not started well for her. The body of that person so special was being buried right before your hazel eyes, which were red and swollen from crying result. The earth covering the coffin was synonymous slowly choking her.
There was more to do there, and so the friends and relatives who were there way back to their homes were followed. But the girl did not move from the place. Brown hair covering her face, though everyone knew that she was still crying when the spasms that had sobbed.
- My daughter, come on, there's nothing more to be done.
Kristie Ludenberg didn't say any word, just gave the maximum resistance that could not get out. She promised to always be with him and not break this promise, even now that he was no longer here.
- Thank you immensely for coming, even without being fully recovered. Believe me, your presence was important for him and for us too.
She responded, but the sound came out distorted and could not understand a word she was saying. Her parents gave up trying to get her near the tomb.
- We'll be waiting for you in the car.
Kristie nodded, not stop sobbing. What she wanted most at that moment was to be left alone to try to understand what happened and find some strength to get up there. She lifted her head, stained and wet with tears face and saw his name written in silver letters: Aiden Lockwood, 19 years of age.
It made a lump form in her throat, leaving her choking on her tears. Now she was alone, because the person who was always willing to help, the shoulder where she could cry, happiness he had found were buried forever.
A hand weights over her left shoulder.
- I think that boy would not want to see you crying that way. You're still young, you have to contiuar. I know how you feel and people like that you only find once in a lifetime. For this reason, they are still with us, but we can not see them.
The old gravedigger gave him any reason to stop crying. Anyway, he seemed to have followed his own advice. If they had it, would not be concerned with cereza to comfort anyone. Anyway, he should already be accustomed to the emptiness and loneliness, while Kristie have a long time to adapt to it all.
She saw the snow melting slowly to vanish and turn into water. That was what she had to do to conituar; let the memories being watered down inside her until they were sufficiently distorted to not affect it more. Stood up, staggered, and went to where his family awaited him.
For a brief moment, she looked back with the feeling that someone was watching her. However, there was no one beyond the old sexton, who was digging a new grave and did not even notice his departure.
- Is that better?
- I'd rather not answer yet.
- You can still find someone else as lovely as was Aiden.
- The gravedigger told me the same thing.
- Then why doubt?
They finished the trip in silence, but Kristie felt a shiver down her spine as a whole and the feeling that someone was watching her not disappeared. It was not at all an unpleasant sensation, but it was uncomfortable. Anyway, it did not matter, because according to the gravedigger, Aiden will always be with her then this could be feeling his eyes on her. If so, this would be a consolation to her.
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